Goodness. Life is so freaking short and unpredictable. One moment you are happily shopping for Summer frocks at Zara with your friend, and the next, you receive one of the most devastating sms.
"Guys, it has been confirmed that **** has brain tumor and it's stage 1 cancerous. He's now in ica room 6. His condition has worsened suddenly last night. Please do come down and give him your best support and encouragement. He needs a lot if it."
This is depressing shit. Suddenly all your own problems since so minor and petty. Friend, I'm praying for you.
Went to Bugis today. Yes, on a warm Satiurday afternoon where I know tons and tons of Singaporeans will be out shopping and hanging; a day I avoid going out.
Singaporeans have to be the biggers mutha-f--kers available on this planet man.They will do anything to get their thick fat sweaty bodies into the train. So I was on the train from Admiralty to City Hall. Happy happy listening to Nelly Furtado on my iPOD. Suddenly hor, at Ang Mo Kio station right, a big fucking bunch of ah-sohs scrambled into the already-packed train. Okay that's not the point; the point is the way they scramble into the train. How do you board a train, one may ask. Well, we just walk into it la. Or walk faster when the signal beep beep beeeeeeep. But all these mother cows hor, they cannot walk one leh. They must chiong into the train, like this is the last journey of their fucking lives. And they don't care about your presence one. They dash in liao hor, their thick fats sweaty arms with unshaven armpits will brush against your neh-neh and sometimes whole body. Woah. Can wait anot aunty. You not very nice-smelling leh. The train go liao, another 5 minutes the next one will come ok. Cheeeeeeeeeeesepie la.
Woah then at Orchard station hor, also another hellhole can. I was leaning against the side glass panel thing. Then the train already packed to the brim. When the signal beeeeep hor, this super thick and smelly man with his huge backpack cam chiong-ing in at the last ungodly second. No space for his cheebye body already hor, but still must squeeze in leh. Come in already, his whole cheeby body pressed against mine! FUCKYOUPERVERT. I push him away, cause I don't like strage people leaning on my neh-neh. Woah he very heavy.
Then at Bugis hor, once you come out of the train, everyone chiong to the escalator like bees to honey. Eh, escalator won't run away one. Relak la. Hah and KJ's toes got stepped on TWINCE by two different aunties. Very funny. Chao cheebye.
Singaporeans in general, and Aunties especially, can learn to relak abit and enjoy life? I know Singapore very kiasu and fast-paced, but if you all don't behave like this, you think Singapore will be ranked so high up in the fast-pace cities list meh? Cheebye.
Anyway the moral of my story is; Go make friend with a matt today. Learn to slow down and relak abit. Jangan tension sia brudder. Relak la.
don on an all-black outfit. wake up at ungodly hours. report to Mark for my barcode scanner and location card. sling on my pass.
I will not get to see...
Kelvin the sweet supplier. Desmond the ultra-on floater. Charleston the damn cheerful registration fella. The Matt security guard from P. The guai lan security guard uncle. The almost 21-year-old girl who has a crush on the food supply fella. People from all countries and nations.
I won't have to say...
"Sorry Sir/Mdm, the show only starts at 1030am" "Sir,your pass please?" "Sir, please flip over your pass" "Sir, I need to scan your pass" "Yup, you can get the directory from the counters over there!"
Goodness fucking mother. I'm so darn bloody exhausted from the supposedly fun job. Oh ya, I'm a BARCODE 'BEEP' SCANNER at the CommunicAsia/BroacastAsia event at EXPO. From today till Friday. What the hell did i sign up for?!
Ok. Its cool actually. You get to meet business traders from all over the world. Nigeria, Bangladesh, France *drools*, Malaysia(not that exciting but still overseas), blah blah blah. You have to meet the Nigerian King something something. He looks fucking cool in his traditional costume thingy.
My feet hurts badly. Still numb. It has this swelled lump under the ball of my feet. Knnccb.
BUT BUT BUT. Thank god I have this police guy and Desmond the floater at my station. Busy but bloody funny ah.
"Sorry Sir, can you please exit from the EXIT point?" The police guy like to purposely tell that to the people who already walk out towards the entrance. Guai lan comical character.
Ya ok tired. Shitass tomorrow still must go at 945am.
Honestly what will become of me don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is daily We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets in and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Die die die die die
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation the dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Man. This blog is becoming some kinda sick emo-girl sad song MV + Lyrics kinda thing. It's weird. But it will be over soon.
Ok if you know me, you would know I'm not a huge fan of SHE just because they are seriously act cute and speak with a bloody nasel-y voice. But but but! I cringe, in a good way, everytime I hear this song.
S.H.E - 五月天
And also because Ah Xin is in it. OMGOMGOMGOMG. *Grins*
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life Can't get no love without sacrifice If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin' And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin' And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin' And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. To live the rest of our life, But not together.
Gone, she's gone How do you feel about it That's what I thought You're real torn up about it And I wish you the best But I could do without it And I will, because you've worn me down Oh, I will, because you've worn me down
Worn me down like a road I did everything you told Worn me down to my knees I did everything to please But you can't stop thinking about her No, you can't stop thinking about her
And you're wrong, you're wrong I'm not overreacting Something is off Why don't we ever believe ourselves And I, oh, I feel that word for you And I will, because you've worn me down Oh, I will because you have worn me down
Worn me down like a road I did everything you told Worn me down to my knees I did everything to please But you can't stop thinking about her No, you can't stop thinking about her
She's so pretty; she's so damn right But I'm so tired of thinking About her tonight
Worn me down like a road I did everything you told Worn me down to my knees I did everything to please But you can't stop thinking about her No, you can't stop thinking about her
Worn me down like a road I did everything you told Worn me down to my knees I did everything to please Worn me down like a road I did everything you told to me to do But you, you can't stop thinking about her No, you can't stop thinking about her No, you can't stop thinking about her No, you can't stop thinking about her
People really have to listen to this song. I fell in love with it even before I knew a single shit about the lyrics. Haha. Youtube is such a bitch. Now I cannot find the music video. Eeeee.
Oh man. Today was post-midsemtest shopping spree day.
Bough, from Dorothy Perkins: 1. a kelly green smock top (from $53 to 26) 2. leaf print satin blouse (from $63 to $33) 3. floral trapeze tunic (from $66 to $33)
AND THEY ARE ALL SQUARE-NECKED BITCHES AND CAME IN MY SIZE AND IN THE LAST PIECES MUAHAHA :)
Now that the papers are done, time to work harder during the holdidays.
1. Complete my jobs: IT exhibition & part-time marker. 2. Finish up the bloody defence and FBP thingy for Civil Procedure. 3. Complete CPA project. KJWHEREAREYOU?
Did I mention how frikin shitty and annoying the Company Law mid-sem test was? Did I mention my computer hung? Did I mention.... there were a lot of failures? Did I mention.... I went to watch SHREK the 3rd!
Shrek babies or Donkey babies? I say Donkey babies.
Katey moves to Havana with her family in 1958. Her family expect her to date a rich boy, but then she meets the Cuban waiter Javier, he introduces her to the sensual Cuban dance'n'music. When he loses his job, indirectly because of Katey, he asks her to enter and win a dancing competition with him, so that he can take his family to America. They meet secretly and dance right in each others hearts! When the revolution breaks out, the young couple tries to prove that their love is worth fighting for.
SCENE: KATEY HAS TO LEAVE FOR AMERICA
Katey goes to Javier's place. Lets him know she's going back. Don't know when they'll see each other again.
Katey: I'll be bringing you with me. Javier: I'll be keeping you here with me (points to his heart)
Oh man. I'm such a sucker for stuff like these. Especially since the story is about 2 dancers. And one of them speaks in a goddamn sexy voice.