FINDING COMFORT IN PAIN?

The reality of fairytales are fucking painful.

I'm pushing zero
Where is my hero.

A WALK TO REMEMBER......

One of the movies that made me tear abit but not cry.



I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, alright
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
in places no one will find


I love Mandy Moore
and this song.
ALOT.
Oh oh and there's Shane West.
Alright IP overload brings out the teeny booper girl in me.
Great.

MUSH POST #X

I want to play Guitar Hero please. 1 2 and 3.
Whee.
And then I want to splurge alot when I go shopping this Friday.
I want to find stuff
which are ugly and nice at the same time.

Today, after the misfortune of the careless mistakes in CT paper,
we went for lunch with the bunch,
and then we lied on my bed and chilled.
Then we went for dinner together
The day ended with a kiss,
And then I saw him off the train.
I love this kind of life.

He's still asleep.
:(
I have the sudden urge to speak to him.
For the fun of it.
Even if it means making random noises into the phone
and hearing his laughter, whether forced or not.
Heh.

EDIT:
**deleted**



*Plays random boyband mush love song*

I'VE SEEN WORLDS THAT DON'T BELONG

"But you're supposed to be in love" he says.

Really?

With him... ...

Everyday is a new day to fall in love all over again.


FOOTNOTE:
Sheena, I'm turning into mush too.

RIP HEATH LEDGER

Damnit Mr Heath Ledger is gone.
People need to stay away from drugs.
He fell into the demon's trap due to an OD, according to sources.
Damnit.
Now I know I won;t be watching anymore new shows with Heath in it,
and I think I should throw away my copy of BrokeBack Mountain, cause it might just make me sad again.

This reminds me of today in school, when I was rushing to the lab to meet KJ, from the corner of my eye, I thought I saw Donald, my friend who had passed. I swear I was about to shout out "Don" to him, then I realised he's no longer around.

Damnit.
This is such a depressing day.

SASHQUASHPIKAHFUCKTHEPOOODDD.

This is one of those periods where I start feelings the wear and tear of prolonged exposure to high-level stress and deadlines, what with 2 tests on the same day and 2 other project submissions within the same week blah blah blah. Yes I'm acquanited with such a lifestyle by now, but I just feel like hibernating for a long time before I wake up to do some serious work again.

And now that it's my final year, it's just getting annoying having to wake up early in the morning, taking the ridiculously crowded 969 to Tampines, and then having to head to class to see the same old faces again. Sometimes when I wake up late, I know if I rush I can make it to class on time, but I just refuse to rush myself anymore so I shall just take long bathes and slow strolls to the busstop. Yes, I see no point in rushing to class, especially if you're not done with tutorials, and seriously, my body just refuses to hype up to fast-speed travel mode. Thank you very much body.


Bye and bye and bye and bye.
BAHHHHHHHHHHH.
Rant rant rant.
I'm sucha whiney pain-in-the-ass whiner who complains too much about life, well but who doesn't? If you don't, you're probably a hobbit or somethingwhatsnot with no life to speak of. Fuck off now if you don't have anything to complain.

I THINK... ...

Lim Teck Wee, or how we affectionately call him Paperbag Boy, is an obssessive compulsive clubber.


Falling sick when you have an array of assignments and project submissions due soon, sucks.

Bye world, I will be out of sight for a while.
:)

Backdate this by 1 day.

I love Mr Peanut.
I love smelling like Mr Peanut.
It's the 4th; with more to come.
<3


And I have a major crush on Vince Vaughn, even though the US public calls him ugleh.
And I'm dying for an email from just any one of the Universities!

twp quiz #1 day

consider this post removed.

CRUNCH TIME.

Deadlines to mark for this month:

1st edit: 2:15am, 16th Jan 08.
2nd edit: 11:17pm, 20th Jan 08.
3rd edit:

TWP project - 7 Jan SUBMITTED

Shipping Law & Practice project - 11 Jan SUBMITTED!
Okay I must tell the wonders of this project, how it makes the vulgar swear even more, and bring out the vulgarities in those who don't swear to start with. Mr Mathavan must have been amazed with our class at last Friday's tutorial. I honestly swear to my soul none of us had a good night's sleep, that is even if any of us even had the time to hit the sacks.

NAPFA Test - 12 Jan
Okay now that Red and I are done with it, we must laugh at Sheena, KJ, Winsor and his Eunice who haven't done it yet!

IP Oral Presentation- 15 Jan
Woah. Mrs Gomez rampage ah. Sharyl, it's okay.

UCAS Application - 15 Jan
Finally done. After technical problems which led to panic attacks. Thank you Na-na jie.

TWP Online Quiz - 18 Jan
16/20; ok la not too bad. Thankewww Mr Peanut for telling me what to study.

Mediation assessment - 19 Jan
Hee hee. I got to do opening statement. Take that all the number 2s and 3s and 4s!

Intellectual Property project - 25 Jan

Intellectual Property test- 28 Jan



si liao.
my ka chng kena burn.
Goodness I need a breather!

It amuses me how Jo the lCB don't give face and tells Ammar in the face :" eh you so fat still don't want to run."


HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Never.
Fails.
To amaze.
Me.

2008!!

My new year's eve to new year transition period was wonderful. Great to be out with Teck Wee, Joseph and the boy. I know, what a weird combination please. WELL TECK WEE WAS DYING TO CLUB WHAT.
Oh. James the nigger boy came too.

Mass gathering first then impromptu meeting with Gerard and his friends at Brewerkz. Woohoo never turn down an invitation to free drinks. Wiped out the beer tower within 10 minutes, and made a helluva noise with the party toys and whistles. Whee that was fun. With slapping and whacking the Teck.

Thank you Joseph for treating them to the Chilli Tequilla shots at Cafe Iguanas, bloody hilarious. Imagine 2 grown up boys scramming around crying out for water. Heh.

Oh. Teck Wee got cheated of 1 bottle of spray snow. HAHAHAH. And everyone was like targeting to spray the banglahs. I have no idea why. Bastards. But still fun!

Then club at the Arena. Nice music, great live band, and super aggro-dancing from the Teck woohoo! Teck Wee clubber!

Ok I'm still rather stoned. Reached home at 730am and slept till 4pm kkkkkkk.

Update later or something. Bye.

Thank you Joseph.
Thank you Teck.
Thank you darling.
& Thank you Eunice for listening to my rants.