IN 12 HOURS' TIME... ...

I will not be completely but ony temporarily free from the life I actually enjoy, one at TP with my close friends and the familiar surroundings -ILaw Chambers, classroom 04-05, level 6 for project submissions and even the humble little toilets tucked away at every nook and corner.

But at the same time, I will be able to pursue further pastures, where I can graze my sheeps instead of grazing the kind you count to sleep. I will be able to embark on my challenge for $100,000 within 6 months with Sheena (and Winsor?); I will have all the time in the world to watch FRIENDS, I will have all the freedom to do girly-stuff like shopping e-commercely, doing my nails, and going for facials. But most importantly, I will be able to treat the people around me nicely, at least to those close to my heart.

In 12 hours' time, I will submit my entire fate to Mr Mathavan. But I will never sell my soul to him. So. Not. Worth. It.

250208

I don't know what I want
But I do know what I shouldn't want.


PS: Sorry Teck had to quote from you.

EH SHEENA!

I just woke up from a dream, a rather pleasant one surprisingly.

If you remember, I'm a sucker for FRIENDS, and in most of the 10 seasons, Joey and Chandler always have this ultimately strong friendship, with this couple of lounge chairs.

My dream was, Sheena, when we are in UK, we shall rent our own apartment, and do up our room in whatever ways we want (I call Sharyl's princess-style!), and then we will go scouse for a couple of leather lounge seats, placed strategically in front of our TV set, where we will have buckets of beer and chilled coffee with tons of junk food, all placed within our reach (so we don't have to get up).

And then if Winsor and KJ come over to the UK, they shall rent an apartment opposite ours (because ours will be too small - aside from KJ, we aren't very small people, and we are very messy people with alot of clutter)and it would be so awesomeeeeeeeee.

Yes, that's the dream and I WANT TO LIVE IT.

RANDOM

Don't even get me started on the bloody TWP paper.
There goes my A.
Nothing lower than a B kkkkk Mr Mat.

Sent the boy to Pasir Ris for his family chalet thingy.
So cool right. Family gathering of the Kweks.
Then then then James, Teck Wee and I headed to White Sands.
Sakae Sushi for like very small portions of food.
Then Jame's orange coloured chicken wing
Then to Teck's home, where we bought like Twisties and weird tasting caramel icecream and super-sweet bubble tea. Oh and like an entire Honey Glazed roast chicken. Hahahahaha pigs I know.

Damn fun k.
What with Teck Wee's secret stash in the lower drawer
and his super spacious house.
James and I have planned to hold a trash party at Teck's place soon, with the make-out room, smoking corner and we even decided on a space for Ammar to lie, puke and sleep.

Awesome.
So fun.
Okay bye.

Oh and not forgetting, I came home to this:-


N81 IN BLUE AND BLACK
Now I can watch Spice Girls while on 969 :)
Thanks dad.

DEAR SHARYL......

Despite the shitty B+ for TWP (pronounced as twerp)
and the shitty B for IP
(I mention these 2 exclusively cause they were the ones which made us suffer together and brought us much pain and misery)
I still strongly believe that you can do it.
I really do.
So push one, like what you told me,it's just a matter of 1 more week.

Yours faithfully
Vickie

CHRIS BROWN-WITH YOU

I LOVE THIS.

THIS IS TO THE THREE OF US

From playful little freshies
who played pool and whatsnot everyday
We have bloomed into mature students (or at least I think)
Planning our roads ahead
and getting what we want

Congrats to Shih Ying, on Leeds and Leceister
Congrats to Sheena, on Manchester
Congrats to me, on Sheffield.
We're on our way to Uttra & Tan LLC.

Sheena, next step is sponsorship.
We shall meet in uk.

Sigh.
I feel like such a letdown after Monday.
I wish I could be a better person to you.
I hope I can.
I don't even feel good about myself right now.
I want things to get better.
I will make it better.

The roses have died :(
But I hope the love in you is still alive.
Thank you for everything.
ILU.

INDEPENDENCE

Don't count on it;
not on anything;
not on anyone.

What's the point?
Just do it yourself.

I must start telling this to myself every now and then.

THANK YOU.

I literally pushed zero today,
so big thanks to Sharyl, Serena, Debby,Rachel, Amanda and Clarissa, plus Teck Wee for all the fun; and a big bear hug and much kudos to Sheena for all your listening and help.

I need to sleep desperately,
and I resove not to wake up unless it's past the 14th hour.

I STILL GOT AN ANG PAO

Thanks Sharyl, my fellow nonya for the invitation to your ultra-princessy place. I love it. I shall work hard as a lawyer so I can make my future apartment in the same style. With hello kitty and disney princesses stuck allover.

I loved the gambling. What with Rachel and her streak of 21 points, and Sharyl with her mommy's backup, and Debby with her ultimate $4 bet. Oh oh oh, the best part was I found my best partner in banker-for-blackjack; Teck Wee. Okay I think we are either the Power Duo, or the Gruesome Twosome.We either win alot, or lose alot, like seriously alot, to a point of desperation where Teck Wee was about to gamble his pants away or sell himself in Geylang.

Anyway, it was awesome fun, much needed before the final exams kick in.
Good luck everyone. Well, not all.

TAGGED

Name: Vickie

D.O.B: 26 May 1988

Current Status: ihaveaboyfriendandheisKJ.

Eye Colour: brown, acording to KJ.

Hair Colour: black with natural brown tints.

Righty Or Lefty: Righty

Zodiac Sign: Gemini.


Part 2 : On The Inside

Your heritage: Pop = chinese with a hint of Peranakan blood, Momsiepoo = Chinese

Your fears: Losing important stuff, and no Law school to go to :(

Your weakness: The smell on my boyfriend's face and shirt and Sheena's humour.



Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts 1st waking up: Hmm will KJ go to school? Probably late again.

Your Bedtime: 2am, earlies these days.

Your most missed memory: Chilling with Adibah.



Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi Or Coke: Coke FTW

MacDonald's Or Burger King: MacDonald's. Better fries.

Single Or Group Dates: Single or double is fine.

Adidas Or Nike: Adidas ORIGINAL.

Lipton Tea Or Nestea: Lipton Tea

Chocolate Or Vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino Or Coffee: both.


Part 5: Do You?

Smoke: The occasional fag is mandatory.

Curse: FUCK.

Drink: Yes please.


Part 6: In the past month

Drank Alcohol: Yes

Gone to the mall: Yes

Been on stage: nuh.

Eaten Sushi: No I think.

Dyed hair: No. I love my thick luscious locks with split ends.


Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: Almost.

Changed who you were to fit in: Have I?


Part 8: Age

You are hoping to be married: Erh.


Part 9: In a Guy Or Girl

Best Guy Eye Colour: Brown

Hair colour: Black or brown. Must see his complexion mah. Imagine black hair on a black guy, or blonde on a chinese.

Short Or Long Hair: Short.


Part 10: What were you doing?

1 min ago: Talking to Teck Wee.

1 hour ago: Screaming and staring at my UCAS Track.

1 mth ago: Erh. I would use this part of my memory to remember stuff like when a LA is needed.

1 yr ago: Being emo.


Part 11: Finish the sentence.


Love: is KJ. Oh god so mush I need to slap myself.

Feel: A pounding headache right now.

Miss: hanging out with Adibah.

Hate: my pounding headache. And sore throat.

Need: Sleep. Much.

Part 12: Tag 5 people!
My favourite part!

1. KJ
2. Sheena - yes, I like to torture you like that. Cheap thrill.
3. Teck Wee- because it's so you.
4. Sharyl. Because you are nonya.
5. I got no friends and am emo like Austin.

WHEE!

IMSOFUCKINGAWESOMELYHAPPY RIGHT NOW
OH LORD I NEED TO BREATHE
AND SHEENA KNOWS THAT
CAUSE SHE WAS THE FIRST I CALLED
TO DELIVER THE GOOD NEWS
OMGOMGOMGOMG

I WANT TO GO WATCH SWEENEY TODDD WITH MAX
I WANT TO GO DO MY ARBITRATION TEST NOW EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN'T STUDIED FOR IT
I WANT TO RAP LIKE A NIGGER
I WANT TO JUST SCREAM!
AND KJ I LOVE YOU HAHAHAHA YES I DO

OMG YOU CAN JUST FEEL MY EXCITEMENT
OMG AND TOMORROW'S VALENTINE'S AWESOME SHIT

A

<3

And then it's like everyday you wake up
And go about your usual routine
And you just cannot believe that you have such a wonderful person in love with you.
And then when you see that person, you just can't believe it's him right beside you.


Sheena this is not mush.
This is the truth!!!!!!!

CJ-7

Date with the boy!
Catched the movie, CJ7.
So cute can, the alien, and and and
the small boy can darn well act.
I'm in love with him.
Reminds me of a mini Aaron Kwok, and KJ says it looks like KC.
Hee ya damn true.

Then then then
we roamed around and shopped a bit.
Managed to chromed/cromped/crommed (sp??!) like $20 red shoes, and like $30-for-2 tunics in awesome spanking bright pink and bluish purple, and like $5 good reads from Carrefour. Seriously cool books, one of a true crime, and the other of real stories of war people or something.
And and and the dinner was great
Just PASTA MANIA, but it was with the boy so therefore awesome!

Then then then we made fun of bengs in skinny jeans
and and and then we headed home.
Okay I'm bored and abit sleepy, and he's DOTA-ing.
Awesome.

Gawdness can you just hear my excitement hehehehehehehe.

HUH I DID SO BADLY?

Received my test paper of my favouritest paper today
COMMERCIAL TRANSACTION
Walao major letdown la Vickie
29/40 only.
Others did so well, you do until like this.
But I don't get it.
I did read up for it okay.
1 or 2 days before the test.
Damn nvm so we went for a smoke. Jo, dar dar and I.

And then....
Mr Looi goes through the MCQs.
OH LORD THERE IS JUSTICE AFTERALL.
He marked 2 of my questions wrongly.
I've redemmed 2 more marks.
31/40 now.
BUT BUT BUT I need 1 more mark to make it an A.
Yes, see, humans never contented with what they have.
Give them an inch, they want a yard.
So my honourary and beloved friend, Joseph
(yes, the one my mommy says is good looking)
helps me go through the paper, and approaches Mr Looi...
and manages to chrome/chromb/cromp(sp?!) another mark for me
32/40 YESSIR HERE'S A TOAST TO MY A!!!!!!!
THANK YOU JOSEPH SMILEY FACE FOR YOU :)

I shall work harder,
for myself, my university entries, and for the boy and for Joseph.
And my mommy and daddy.

CHU SAN

They came two by two..

KJ + me = US!
Winsor + Eunice = The Wongs
James + Inez = The cross cultural couple
Sharyl + Shiying = The siao zhar bors
Max + Austin = Mex
Halim + Joseph = The BFFs
Zhenlin + Teck Wee = The ambiguous couple
Ammar = 2 persons

They couldn't make it..

KJ's darling = Marcus
Our favourite designated driver = Alvin fatso
Our bestest slacker who comes to school = Gerard
The smart mat = Ridhwan

Nevertheless, it was a great gathering
With tons of food and drinks and the occasional smoke breaks, and the gambling and shocking speed game thingamajig.

OH YUH AND THE CONTROVERSIAL MOMENTS..
My mom says Teck Wee looks good, like some HK movie star; and that Joseph looked very handsome and pleasant and WELL-MANNERED.
HAHAHAHA DAMN THE IRONY OF IT ALL.
I shall forgive her, as she had some alcohol.

And I'm so darn glad things went well
with the parents and KJ.
SO WELL.
YAY!
Thanks to the parents for cooking and preparing so much stuff
and to the boy for coming in so early!
LOVE YOU ALL MANY MANY WORXZXZXZXZ.
Will post the group pic up soon (hint.: my nonya girl!!!)

THE MAT ROCKER WATCH

Even though it's black leather (i prefer brown, so natural!)
And so bloody wide (too wide for a skinny skinny wrist)
I decided to get it.
Yes, I like to surprise him like that.


It actually looks damn good.
Heeh.

MY FELLOW NONYA

I MISS
SHARYL YEO'S
FROWN.

HILARY SWANK STARS IN IT

Yayyyy.
I'm going to watch P.S I LOVE YOU soon
with who else;
but the one I say to, "P.S, I LOVE YOU".


NO ONE ELSE DISTURBS US ON THAT DAY
OR I WILL TAKE MY STILETTO AND STAB YOU.

PROJECT RAMPAGE

In the words of the wise old(er) Sheena,

"We never learn."

I'm thinking, yea, but maybe we don't even have the time to learn to do things right. Oh yes, Mr Mathavan is sooooooo anal over time. Damnit.

EMOTIONS ARE A HARD THING TO DESCRIBE

I don't want to be demanding
I don't want to be pissed
I don't want to be anal
I just want to be happy
I just want to enjoy now
I hope it's not too much to ask for in myself
But sometimes things get a little overboard doesn't it.

I never knew it would hit so hard
Never did in the past
until I realised how important a person can mean to me.
I guess most people feel this way
Again, back to the old saying
You don't know what you've got until you've lost it,or something like that.
I didn't lose anything, though.
I'm still holding on.
We're still going strong, I guess.

I still remember the promise once made
I definitely hope you do
It is such a nice memory
And I wish it would come true.


On a sidenote, I guess I did ok for TWP thus far.
I need inspiration, so I can work harder
for at least a 90 for probate project, right Sharyl?