Ok ah mixed feelings now. Just met lovey and carried lanterns and lighted multiple candles and watched the enormously round moon and watched him set a shot of pure vodka of fire and downed it and made hearts and a cube with candle wax. Happy.In another 7 odd hours my good friend Sheena banana will be flying off to UK, which reminds me mine is this Saturday. Fuck. Damn not looking forward to it ah. Sad.