Old is Gold

I guess I'm trying to get it all back.
Like before.

Wasted too many seconds.
Too many minutes.
Too many hours.
Too many days.

I miss the old me.
When I was hardworking.
Responsible.
Organized.
Helpful.
Surrounded.

With the time left.
I'm just trying to get the pieces back together.

Step by step.
With a goal in mind.
And a trustworthy notebook.
I hope I can make it back.
YES, I know I can.